How can it be a year since my first surgery already?
Someone asked me other day if I would do it all again. I don't know how to answer that. Could I do things differently this time? The road I took was long, painful and bumpy but it got me here. I regret missing Billy's first month of kindergarten but I am there more for him every day. I've been more active with him. Is that worth the month I missed? I hope so in the long run! More and more I've been 'there' for myself as well as Bill & Billy. I can't regret that.
Losing so much weight brings about new issues like needing all new clothes. Or wishing I had a sports bra for my ass. Or dealing with compliments. Or dealing with people that are betting that I gain it all back.
The issue above all issues is my self worth.
I love myself so deal with that!
